🍷 inspiration. where to get? 🍷

all artists are concerned about the problem of inspiration ... for example, actors are concerned ... how to be in the state of "creator" when you came to the theater from the house where your wife yelled at you for not buying bread and snotty children creeping under your feet, and on the street dirt and wind and rain, and the mistress went to your friend, and on a tour to Sri Lanka you were not sent, but took all mediocrities and sycophants, etc. etc .. How after this do?)) Stanislavsky even wrote a useless book on this subject, and then all sorts of dumb people decided that this was the decision and forced the generations of actors to follow the "Stanislavsky system", although no this is not a "system" and no one uses it, and whoever tried to use it received only harm, for example the Moscow Art Theater in the 1970s was the most lame and unpopular theater in the public, although the traditions of Stanislavsky were carefully preserved there ..
Tangero is also an artist .. with some of course the moment that comes in 6 years for a man, if he comes))) many will not even understand the meaning of this post, this problem, because they do not care if they do not know themselves in the state of the artist , are not familiar with it, even if they suddenly dance well and everything seems to be harmoniously coming out, but we like tango for improvisation first of all .. and improvisation is the highest degree of skill of the artist (any) - even a painter, even an actor ... but how difficult it is to take spontaneously, suddenly to write a car tina (not even knowing the topic of her) or play an excerpt on the stage without knowing the words in advance (knowing only the topic and the situation for example)
And now, for example, I have this problem ... sometimes I dance with inspiration and with a spark, my feet make up the necessary and suitable steps by the time, and sometimes I dance in a forced way, from the mind, monotonously and most importantly, I feel it and can do nothing ... more faithfully something you can do, but it's not very useful ..
It is no accident that among creative people all sorts of drugs are common ... they really help better any Stanislavsky system)))

so when it does not start a music, partner or just plain incomprehensible why-alcohol helps ... it always helps, in the theater too (in moderation of course)

but we must understand. that this is the simplest and not the most useful way ... all simple methods, they are not the most useful ...
Maybe you need some kind of pre-meditation ... meditation type ... to remove all these slagbaums in your brain that prevent them from improvising ... in general, I'm still searching .. and so far I'm using the simplest way ... but I understand it limitation and irregularity ...

if I find a solution, I will write here ..